Monday, October 12, 2009

Wherever we are, home is there too.


I miss......



  • Fall, in Northern California. The way it smells, the trees changing colors, the way the air hits your face first thing in the morning....

  • Cold weather fashion. I'm talking lots of layering of long sleeve shirts, sweaters, scarves, jackets, jewelry (of course), fingerless gloves, hats, boots.... and on that same note, I miss being able to wear jeans without feeling like I'm suffocating/dying of heat.

  • My neice's laugh and her crazy smile that is filling with teeth!

  • Cooking for my family...one of my favorite things is to get together our families (the boyfriends, the friends, etc) for a dinner outside at our giant round wood table.

  • My dark dark brown hair

  • sleeping in a bed that is not a thin foam mattress on the floor

  • City life with my girls

  • Laying in bed with my Taryn and laughing about nothing until we are both crying

  • the norcal beachs <3>
  • Laying on the couch and talking to my mom while she plays with my hair

  • Trader Joes, Whole Foods, Sonoma Market....anything that isnt Sams Club or Walmart (ugggh)

  • Having a paying job so I can indulge in things like going out to breakfast, buying a latte once and a while, or how about a beer?!

  • My crazy love

  • flowers! florida is not conducive to floral habitats

  • Indian/thai/SUSHI/anything ethnic food....

  • my mom, my sisters, my beautiful friends and family that love and support me so...


while there is so much to miss, there is also so much that I love about where I am and where I'm going....



  • being a traveling gypsy...the earth is my home and I plan to live everywhere

  • being so lucky to be living with 12 wonderful and inspiring people

  • connecting with my artistic soul once again

  • the opportunity to learn everything I've ever wanted to and more

  • more responsibility everyday with the galley, the World Health Survey, the public health platform of Floating Doctors

  • My new adopted grandparents and parents (i have quite a few here)

  • learning and loving the beauty and power of the ocean

  • exploring the world, and my heart.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Sticks and Stones may break my bones...

This morning started out as any other morning... I awoke a little before 7am so that Rachel and I could take the dog out and go for a run. The air was heavy and humid, and the sun hid behind the clouds, illuminating all the sides, like a delicate golden outline. It's mornings like this that make me happy to be alive, and even though I was so tired from working on the medical inventory, my head was clear and my heart was full and I was ready to start yet another very busy day.



As I was responding to some emails, I heard a loud thud and a scream come from my bathroom. I rushed in, to see Rachel on the floor, a towel covering her face, and blood everywhere. I was afraid to have her remove the towel, because I didn't know what she had hit or how bad the injury was, so I woke up Dr. Ben and had him assess the situation. I came back with handfuls of gauze as we took the towel away from her face. She had a long gash down the bridge of her nose, a cut in the bottom corner of her eye, and another cut right under her eyebrow. She told us that she was reaching out to get her towel from the shower, slipped, and when she tried to catch herself, her hand slipped from the counter and her face caught her fall instead. It was a deep cut, and looked so painful, but we all tried to stay positive for her while Ben and I cleaned her up. I knew that she needed stitches, so I called her insurance agency to find a place that we could take her. And this is where it makes me mad.....



Her insurance told me that because she is over 30 miles away from her home in Laguna Beach, California, they would only cover her to visit an Emergency room and that there would still be no garuntee of them covering the cost. They said that the co-pay would be at least $100 and that the case would have to be reviwed by a board to determine if the insurance would cover her "emergency", and if they decided not to, she would have to pay for the whole cost of her ER visit (which, as someone who has been rejected from an insurance claim, is a very hefty bill).



Even after all of that, Rachel still went to the ER, paid the $100 and came back with 10 stitches in her face. What bothers me is that she should be able to walk into any hospital and be treated with equal respect and care for her injury, not for how much money or insurance she has. Insurance companies are so hard to navigate through, and most people don't think to call first ahead of time for emergencies (I mean, come on it's an emergency, who really thinks logically anyway), so it's almost as if you have no insurance if they decide not to cover where you go.



It's interesting to talk to people who criticize Floating Doctors for the work that we are doing outside of the country. Sky and I had a gentleman yell at us at the Latino festival this last weekend saying that we were "unpatriotic" because we did not desire to set up free clinics in the US. What's funny is, we would LOVE to help our country, in fact, our country needs so much help, but ultimately, we would be shut down by sue-happy people and insurance agencies. Clinics have tried this and have been unsuccessful because of malpractice suits from people who's insurance refuse to cover their care. This man continued to say that because we wouldn't practice here, we must be practicing bad medicine, and what "horrible" people we must be by going to these poor countries and giving themc are we are not qualified to give.



Sky and I both feel lucky to talk with these people, because it gives us an opportunity to shine. Through our optimism and (ahem) logic we are able to elequently tell those who fail to see the good in our organization how our help will not only benefit the communities we visit, but eventually our home country as well. Floating Doctors is proving to the world that medicine can be simple, can be effective and low cost, and can get back to the basics of what good practice actually is--doctor/patient relationships and quality care. We will be visiting a multitude of small communities that have NO access to care (meaning, they have no hospitals, no doctors offices, no emergency rooms...nothing!), and show that by simple practices and preventative care, we are able to lessen their disease burden. Furthermore, we can attribute the data that we collect (through the World health Survey that I am writing) to our own healthcare system here, and find a way to make it work for everyone, and elimiate the disease disparities that seem to have paralyzed our health.



I feel so lucky to be part of something that is so great and that is fighting for a better and brighter future for the rest of the world. I know that the work I do with Floating Doctors is only the first ripple in the pond, and after this first year of missions, the circles will extend wide, helping take the step in a healthier tomorrow.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

I need a scalpel and a spatula

Here at Floating Doctors my role up until now was the Director of Public Health, which meant all health education and public health aspects of our project went through or were generated by me. However, Sky and Ben recently asked me to the the Galley Coordinator and chef for the Southern Wind! I am so excited!


I have alway loved cooking since the first time I learned how. I remember watching my dad cook for holidays and helping my mom on weeknights, but one of my strongest memories was learning how to cook when I was in the fifth grade by a babysitter that had come to stay with us while my mom was in the hospital. She was teaching me how to cook french onion soup, and I remember her telling me the best way to help and take care of someone was to know how to cook really well for them. From that moment on, I have always enjoyed cooking for my family, friends, neighbors...anyone! I love being able to be flexible with recipes, experimenting with new spices and foods, and ultimately, being able to make something that makes everyone feel good. There is just something that is so comforting about being in the kitchen...if I hadn't decided to go to school for medicine, I would have gone to culinary school! After this trip I plan to write a cook book... I have a crappy little notebook (I really need to get a nicer one) that I write down recipes that I make up and that people teach me along the way and I hope to turn that into a global cookbook when I return, with recipes from around the world.


It's been quite an experience learning to cook for 12 people (sometimes more) for breakfast, lunch and dinner but I always joke that I feel fairly confident that I could raise a giant family now! It's going to be so different cooking on the boat, but I look forward to the simplicity of it, and the challenge of having to get really creative with what little we have. There is so much planning that goes into setting up and outfitting a galley, but I am definately up to the challenge. I have even kept one wall of the galley blank so that I can paint a mural on it! :)


Any ideas, recipes, tips, etc greatly appreciated! I have my hands full with the World Health Survey, but the added responsibility of the Galley is a lot to handle, so I am accepting all the help I can get!


Bottom line is...... I've never been happier. Heres a picture of me one night cooking for all my boys.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Great Success!

It's been a stir of excitment here in Palm Coast as things are progressing quickly with our boat and the Floating Doctors cause. First off, we have all been pushing hard to get contact information for corporate sponsorship, as well as more donations and funds to ensure that we leave completely prepared and equipt for our mission. I'm focusing on clothing and accessories for our trip, trying to make contacts with Ray Ban sunglasses, Rainbow sandals, Helly Hansen, Swiss Army, etc to see what kind of sponsorship they could provide for us. Some of my other crew members are looking into sponsorship from eco-friendly groups, airlines, sailing groups, office supply manufacturers, energy plants, etc.... The possibilities are endless and I am so excited to see the connections that we can make!

I also worked on creating a flyer for a fundraising event being put on by David's shoes, a great show retailer in socal. On Oct 1st, a percentage of the sales from David's shoes will benefit our cause. I decided to call this day "Heels to Heal"! I think it will be a great opportunity for all our fashion saavy supporters to help us out! And the shoes are super cute!!

And last but not least....

OUR ENGINES GOT STARTED TODAY! Hearing the roar of our twin engines was a huge milestone and gave me shivers. It's all becoming a reality!

So many words left to say, but there is little sleep to be had and I have a very full day tomorrow, so I will pick this up again another time.

Paz y amor!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Book Wish List


Ismael - Daniel Quinn
A Thousand Splendid Suns- Kalahead Hosseini
Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair- Pablo Neruda
The Essential Writings of Ralph Waldo Emerson- Brooks Atkinson
Self Reliance and Other Essays- Ralph Waldo Emerson
The Waste Land and Other Poems- T.S. Eliot
Things Fall Apart- Chinua Achebe
The Prophet- Kalil Gibran (I've already read this, but its my favorite book and is tattooed on my side as well...and i left my copy at home!)
Beloved- Toni Morrison
A Farewell to Arms- Ernest Hemingway
Run River- Elizabeth Gilbert
Will take any more book suggestions...my brain is aching to learn everything! :)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

The end is just the beginning!

Its amazing how fast things have progressed here in the last few days. Sky and Ben and some of the other crew ventured back to California to visit their familes, and while home, Floating Doctors got some great news! We were given all of the money that we need in order to finally set sail! The grant was given to us under the condition that we keep our haul-out date (either the first or second week of october) and leave within 2 weeks or so after that. This is such exciting news because we all were starting to think that we were never going to leave Florida!

It's crazy to think that I have been living on the east coast for 4 months now. Floating Doctors has been nothing like I expected, but every minute of it, even the hard times, has been such an incredible learning experience for me. I have gotten the opportunity to help build a non-profit from the ground up and I feel like Floating Doctors is now my organization, just as much as it is Dr. Ben's. All of us have had such a big hand in creating, changing and growing with this project, and I feel so proud to be a part of such an amazing team of people. We all share the same dream of helping as many as we can, with whatever we can. It's a self-less life we lead here, with 150% dedication to the cause. We live and breathe Floating Doctors, making it a 24/7 job. Not many people can say that they live with their co-workers! Luckily, our crew is made up of such unique and compassionate people, I know that the friendships that have been formed here will be lifelong, and the impact they have made on my life will always hold a special place in my heart.

As we come nearer to our date of departure, there is so much work to be done! While a lot of work still needs to be done on the boat, most of the work is finishing details, which can be done while we are dry-docked in St. Augustine. Meanwhile, I have taken control of our medical supply and medication inventory, which is a very labor intensive job, considering we have thousands of pounds of equipment, supplies and medicine to consolidate, organize and go through. I'm also doing a lot of planning work for the galley, where Sky and I will be cooking. I've been looking at different storage options, as well as buying bulk supplies and food. Cooking on a sailboat is already difficult, but food storage and rationing is quite an art, so I've been trying to gain as much insight and guidance from other sailors and galley chefs.

Sometimes I feel a little overwhelmed in all of this, but I know that this opportunity is unlike any other. Traveling around the world by sailboat gives me the chance to learn everything I have ever wanted to learn and start up new hobbies, and really give rise to my creative outlet. Lately, I went to a used bookstore and bought some classic literature, as well as other books that I have always wanted to read. I have sign language and spanish books to learn, diagnosis cards to study, sutures to practice and am hopefully going to be shadowing an ob-gyn as well as a ultrasound tech so that I can be able to use the ultrasound machine in clinic as well as teach my other crew members. I also got back into painting (I'm painting two murals on the boat), and started jewelry making (which is good practice for sutures and minor surgery!). And of course, my guitar skills are improving daily!

The only downside to all of this is that I miss my family and friends more and more each day and it pains me to think that I'll be away for so long! But they are always in my thoughts and in my heart, and I will be radiating love back home the entire journey. And I can't believe that journey begins so soon!!!